Masked

Why can't I do anything
When I'm ruining everything
Why must everything fall apart
That I hold close to my heart
I never show the truth
That I never feel good
People see when I'm glad
But I'm probably sad
I can never tell
When I'm trully well
I have a stomach ache
When I feel my heart break
A battle inside is beign fought
Everytime I'm lost in thought
Sometimes I almost show
Feelings no one know
Then I'll give it a disguise
And tell people lies
If I just lay low
No one will know
The truth that is hidden
And in their eyes forbidden
People can't ask
If all I show is a mask