Deadpooled Chaos

The sole fact of knowing
They will be closer to you every day
Than I will be in a very long time
Breakes me up every time

Destroys me from within my deepest corners
From within my deepest thoughts
Where those hidden things where
The child is now crying

The irony is, the enemy here
Is nothing but my fears
My own deadpooled feelings
The sprowting insecurities
The stains of long ago healed wounds

Destroys my core
Makes the natural chaos burn out
Makes me reconsider..