Doubt Void

Never again is quite a heavy word
Heavy words can easily fix your world
Or tear it apart as it breaks
But why would you?

Mistakes can be made again
But do them better next time

As you will never have it
This is goodbye ~

Perfection is a Flaw

I'm the shark in your fountain
I'm the blade in your pocket
The crack in your cup
The emptyness in your well
Every little detail which is out of tune

Disfunction's my game
To make it all different while tasting the same
Wasting time's the way we go

The harmony of dissonance
The whirpool in the ocean
The missing piece on a puzzle
The broken string and the missing link
The extra weight in your flight

I'm the pill the doctor ordered and the test you failed
The shadow in your doorway and the stairway from where you fell
I'm everything that's not meant to be, everything born from chaos
The error in your schemes
The place in where you breath fear and drink blurry thoughts

But I can sure bring you what you need
Because even though my name's not perfection
The one thing that fits, sounds the same
The key to your door and the path to yourself
Sometimes wandering through empty hallways may be enough
But sometimes a little candle makes the pictures visible

It's always been there
Just erase the stains in the map
And follow the path written

Above any progression
Defeat your obsession
Spread the hunger
And erradicate your anger
Get rid of the wall
Start searching for it all

Trust Burnout

Slay my dreams
Bullet my beliefs
Trust's not bulletproof

Enjoy the burst of hope
As when you least expect it
Life begins on threading again
Blocking the sun, as the titan it is
Your time has elapsed

Show me your dedication
Show me your will
There's not much to me in trusting
Unless you give it a chance
But trust's not bulletproof

Won't make a thing till it's proven
Thing is, actions are the thing I'm searchin'
Nothing will stop my heart from lacking it's pulse
As the taunts seen and the clues followed
The breadline's got quite a story

You can promise the moon
You can step right into it
And snatch the virus
But trust's not bulletproof

If you play with fire, don't expect to enjoy the rain
When it washes away the ashes of what's left of it
Trust's not bulletproof
But I'm sure you will enjoy watching it burn
Or at least until you realize
It can't rise from ashes

Up a notch

It's funny how I glide over rock bottom
Just a notch above sharp edges
Avoiding the stabs while I flow
A notch enough not to take damage
But a notch enough to see the recoil

It's funny how I could take a wrong turn
And end up shreded
Or how I could drift along a stream
And find an exit

Fake hope reflects on hooks
Waiting for you to make the mistake
Making you run sort of the same fate if you surrender to gravity
And end up at the razor blades down below
Isn't it funny?

I see you down there going through what I went through some time ago
But I'm a notch up
Enough to watch, but not to lend a hand

Today I took a wrong turn
Slashed my face and lost my vision
Kept on flowing but dragging sorrow upon me
Ended up on the same rift as last time

Missed this place with twisted nostalgia
My life's worst moments. My life greatest lessons
Another point of view, long ago lost

Getting back here. Finding the exit
Beign down here
Isn't it funny?
I wouldn't mind trying my reach
Givin a helping hand to a lost soul like me

Isn't it funny how it isn't funny?
Join me above the sharp stones
Follow me a notch above

I can't promise safety
But I can promise company
Even in the greatest of failures
I can promise company

Masked

Why can't I do anything
When I'm ruining everything
Why must everything fall apart
That I hold close to my heart
I never show the truth
That I never feel good
People see when I'm glad
But I'm probably sad
I can never tell
When I'm trully well
I have a stomach ache
When I feel my heart break
A battle inside is beign fought
Everytime I'm lost in thought
Sometimes I almost show
Feelings no one know
Then I'll give it a disguise
And tell people lies
If I just lay low
No one will know
The truth that is hidden
And in their eyes forbidden
People can't ask
If all I show is a mask

Chasing Stars

The storm is gone
But the thoroughfare has just started
The winding trail must be followed
The blinding light must be forsaken
Stars must be chasen
To reach the domain we departed

Like a draft in the vault
Like a shot in the dark
A stair in the middle of nowhere
In the brink of despair we recon the way

Death and desollation are extensions
Shifting the surroundings into withdrawal
Tainting the labyrinth
A frenetic pace moves our thoughts
We pursue it like a waltz of oblivion
But the feverish dance fulfills
Arrived at the outskirts

Where stars abound
Where the skies have no boundaries
Only darkness of the unseen breaks the sight
Just don't look back
Do not fall on the land of silence

This is the end of the show
The eternal flow of nothing comes to an end
The moon shed a tear
The stars where the spectators
Beholder of the perish

A scream teared open the sky
Thunder and lightning swayed
The cosmos diffused
Utter confussion brought disorder
Entropy of the predominant

Frozen Borders

Never expected a visitor
Designed to keep them out
That's what I manufactured all those years
Under the siege of a tyrant
I needed that protection at the time

Now there's a new visitor
The burst of hope my heart was hoping for
Hidden inside the frozen borders
Designed as an ice wall
As a stone cold breach

You made it to the end
Melting slowly every chunk of ice
Every shard I created
Every cristal I designed
But nothing matters now
Not anymore

The defenses were low but not inexistent
Invisible but not unusable
Waiting for the next horrible pound
Of the heart breaker backstab

In my own foolishness
Expeting something that didn't come
I slowly summoned the shards back
Slowly chilled the terrain
And froze the borders again

I don't know how long will it take
But I do know I won't hold it much longer
The cold expands quick
The ice covers everything in no time

Only the loving touch
The heat of caring
The understanding
The company and the touch

Forgot how good it felt

The Earth Shook

Walking down the road
Ashes falling from the sky
The never ending rain of burnt realities
Never ending
The path gets narrow, the stench gets worst

Corpses
All over the place. Corpses
Shadows filling the empty corners
My eyes searching for hope, through the wastelands
Thought I saw movement...
And then it happened

The horrible look on those eyes
Dead eyes. Rising. Everywhere..
They came back from nowhere
Running away from a reality lost long ago
From a trastorned world, with trastorned facts
Running to an exit wich doesn't exist

Joining them was never a choice
But after looking back.. I saw it clearly
I never stood a chance
But why was I sent there then?
I could feel their rotten breath

The earth shook as they came near
My last second standing alone in that world
The earth shook as they came near
Expecting pain and misery to come, I felt it
The earth... shaking

Wake the Dreamer

Wake up
Reality has been re-arranged
Wake up
It's time to revive your old time friends
Wake up
The stars mark the way
Wake up
Once you get it on, you'll have no problem
Wake up
Time's short and we've got a lot of things to do
Wake up
Chaos won't spread on it's own
WAKE UP
Beign alive's a PRIVILEGE

Awoken, the heavy rain washed his dreams
The voice on his head vanished
Let dreams take flight, threaten their mindset
Sink on the dreams
Make them come back

Deadpool their sole existence
With your sole presence

Deadpooled Chaos

The sole fact of knowing
They will be closer to you every day
Than I will be in a very long time
Breakes me up every time

Destroys me from within my deepest corners
From within my deepest thoughts
Where those hidden things where
The child is now crying

The irony is, the enemy here
Is nothing but my fears
My own deadpooled feelings
The sprowting insecurities
The stains of long ago healed wounds

Destroys my core
Makes the natural chaos burn out
Makes me reconsider..

Night Diving in a Nightmare

Once again, Here again
Sleeping
Waiting
For you

I was expecting maybe you could calm my thirst
Then I look around
And it's like a dream
A stream in which trout abound
Against the Waterfall they swim

Is it water what I see?
Is my mind blindfolding me?
As the waterfall keeps flowing, It's true colors flourish
The greens and the greys
The smells and the decays

I see the fish rotting
I see the river flowing envenomed
I can't see you anymore
Echoes of the fish's pain reach my mind
Enveloping my thoughts
Envenoming my soul

Night diving in a nightmare
Swiming against a torrent of liquids
Now becoming fear and anger.
Heavy drizzle strikes my face
My hope was for it to clean the chaotic waters
But the rain carried pain and sorrow in it's place

The perfect fusion of one element.
The savage rampage of one disaster
Of my perdition
Echoes of the fish's pain reach my mind
They are fading away
So am I

Opening my eyes, I now know
The disease within me has spread
At least I thought
But the nightmare has vanished
And you're still at my side
You
Holding my hand
Like you've always been