Sick ways to reach the Heart

Pretending not to care
Looking away
Far from ending, I take it
One more time. How much more can I take?

What's real?
Who's faking?
Where the fuck are the answers
To all of our questions

Since then, we never thought the same
And the answers never came
We fought for truth but ended up dying
What's the point if the more we go trying
The more they keep lying

I don't fucking care anymore
Kill me, enslave me, use me
Cannot struggle anymore
My faith's been locked up and my vision has turned grey
Grey as the sky. Grey as your lies

Who are you?

Hell things are fucked up
It goes beyond my reach
Can't keep up anymore
And can't widstand the turn of events
Seriously this time I won't come alive
Someone stop me, before I die

So many times you've taken me out from here
Now please, I'd apreciate if you stop pushing me in
Pushing me in

Tomorrow I may be gone
Don't you dare cry my parting
Don't you dare miss me ~